Might I get the life in blue surrounding?

I wish I would be a mermaid so that I wouldn't have been in this selfish world. Where every single girl is facing challenges & getting hurt by others.

"Oh, dear Lord!!" I want to be a sea-maid, if I will cry, then nobody will able to see the rain of my eyes. I think, I am getting lost in this fancy world. Dear God! Please come and help me from this evil of love. I don't want to drown myself in this ocean of soreness, where every single soul is in pain.

I am glad that I am expressing my grief emotion in front of the God because I want my next life in the seashore, where I would get my love and there would be a seaway for my seabed, and then nobody will care about Dodo and Mola.

I want to be a mermaid, so I will go to the abyssal and will take pleasure with pelagic & surf, and also, I will enjoy my hadal and an oyster bed. I wish I will get a peaceful place in Seychelles and the Caribbean Sea so that no one can see me and I will get happiness from the tidal waves with marlin fish. I know it is too difficult to faith anyone in this dastardly world, but somewhere I have a belief that I may get a better life in this ocean era, As I have full faith in God's divine power. 

Gradually, I am finishing my life through this agonizing emptiness with the blessing of the Sun & Rain. I don't know why my heart is aching much, but I think, I am in love with this deep sea.
Nobody knows, how much I am feeling alone here. But trust me!! One day I will become, what exactly I want to be in my ocean life. After this life, my God will offer me what I want to be.

As, I don't belong from this dirt and now, because I know the Value of Death!

Thus, this oblige and gratify story convey the message of a girl to God. Nevertheless, this girl may confront with existing problems. Whether it is good or bad fortune, but she wants to live in a dream era of the ocean world with full of enthusiasm.

Hence - You may get a real beauty of trust when your faith in God is blind and true.